(( I've finally got a chance to sit down and draw something the other day~ not doodle, but DRAWWWWWWW
And my doodles have kind of been discouraging me lately because it's like "Hgnnn this is so bad *sobs*..." like, I can doodle all day long, but eventually at the end of day, I can take something from the doodles and draw something nice and be kind of be proud of it pfft
But school is like WHOA this semester and my time just hasn't been there, so I've been holding all the drawing in, and I just look at the doodles like "Hgngnnnss this could be better.. *sobs*"
But got a chance to~ and I really like how this turned out pfft ; v ;
Because although I like dressing her in wacky clothes and hairdos and crossdressing her, because that's her and that's what she does and who she is pfft, sometimes I like to dress her in things that are like "Whoa MP3 is that you? Damn I forgot...that..you are a girl...and..I didn't know you could look...pretty..
Because sometimes she can surprise and dress up and look like a lil' lady, or whatevs her more mature costumes/clothes come across as pfft (and I don't mean 'mature' in just a sexual sense, but just as something that's not as quirky and stuff as her usual costumes and attire, something a more mature person would wear is what I guess I'm trying to say pfft
But hgngnsns Jade Lotus~ because she's like REALLY FRICKIN' JADE, well mostly her hair pfft, I guess her skin is like a light jade pfft.
And when I think of Lotuses, I think of China, and she's half Chinese, so I thought the flower would fit pfft ; v ;
But now that I've gotten this out, I gotta go draw her in a mustache or something because every time she looks this much like a girl it scares me *sobs*