I haven’t been on lately because one of my babies (cousin pfft) is in town and just not any cousin~
My KAWAII COUSIN, JASMINE, IS HERE~
Hgngnnn I call her my kawaii cousin is because I got her hooked on anime like really early (nothing like “extreme” though..it was suitable for kids pfft > v >; ) and turned her into an otaku too pfft
But she’s so sweet and fun~ and I feel so comfortable just being myself around her (unlike with a lot of my family pfft)~ and we just fangirl together over all the stuff we like~ cuz we both like the same animes and game series cuz I got her hooked on them pfft~ and oh gosh I wish she was my sister instead of my cousin geez~
Cuz she only comes down once a year….for like a really short time…..*sigh*
BUT WE STILL HAVE A LOT OF FUN TOGETHER WHILE WE CAN!!
But she also looks up to me too, and I’ve just never really had like…a “genuine” person look up to me and stuff…cuz I don’t even really see anything in myself to “look up” too pfft, but idk…it just kind of feels weird and good at the same time to just kind of know that there’s a kid, well pre-teen pfft, that thinks of me in that way. She’s even started wearing headbands with bows too, same color and everything pfft whichiskindofliketheweirdfeelingpartoftheadmirationthingpfft ; v ; ))